I've come to realize so much in the past hour,
I mean, what did I do today? Hurt her more than she already is?
She doesnt deserve that, I guess I finally got a taste of my own medicine,
Now I'm hurt, I never realized what an asshole I have been my whole life until this very day.
This day will go down in history, the day I will truely change myself.
The day I will find myself, the real me. Not the asshole Zac, I don't wanna be that person anymore.
I'm done with that, and from now on there won't be confrontations and/or conflict between anyone and myself.
I don't know who I've been lately, & I must have been being such a fucking asshole to everyone.
I'm truely sorry for everything and anything I have caused anyone the past few months.
Her song has really touched my heart deep down, and I can feel the pain I've left her with.
I hate who I've been and I might hate who I will become, but I have to try to be better.
Tonight will be the night I could relapse, dive down back into the deep dark depths of manic depression.
Goodnight,
you were my everything and I really miss you.
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