Well then, I don't know?

I hate how I get shit for this
You know what, if you're really my friend, you would be supporting me.
I understand that you can use the past against me and everything tha happened
But that's just fucking stupid and immature, let go. If I learned to let go of my past, you need to too.
I'm not gonna put up with this again this year, I'm not gonna get to the point where you're gonna make me choose my friends or someone else ever again.
I won't get to that point, I refuse.
If you want me to stay in your life then you better find a way to keep me there orelse I'm gonna be gone, no, not out of this world.
Just away from a couple people's lives for quite some time.
So as for now, this is one desicion I'm gonna think over for a while, I'll do details later as always.