i believe we are not far from becoming who we truely are.

yupp yupp :)
im writing in this everyday from now on til i die.
no, that was a bit sarcastic. but ill try keeping updated.
but for what? nobody to read this? oh well, at least i can vent everything out.
okay, being bisexual is not a fucking disease, so lets get over it and accept it, kay? sounds great :)
yeah, im into guys, i give up on girls for a while.
i've always came out hurt in some sick and twisted way everytime i got involved.
so no more girls for a while, (:
devaney got me back into jonas, my new musical obsession.
and you all know how im judged and whatnot.
oh, what am i talking about, no one is going to read this, ever.
i feel so lost, so unplaced, i dont belong in this town and i cant wait to leave.
but back to the people judging thing,
if i wasnt the person i was, i would probably be gone by now.
but because i have became so strong, i can live day by day,
as much as i miss things, as much shit gets talked, as many rumors are spread, as many people judge me, i brush it off at the end of the day and say oh, it just sucks to be them because they dont even know me. their loss.
i believe everything happens for a reason, so maybe this period in time of breaking down will be a lesson well learned for me, lets hope so at least.
boy, you've got me goin' crazy.
koda is coming up this summmer, cant waiit
hes such a sweetie and i cant wait to hang out with him(:
although...this might be an asset.
cause i might be getting the fuck out of this dumbass town!
this summmer, moms planning on going south.
yes, far far oh so very very far away from here.
we're talkin' north carolina, wooooop!
it just hit me at lunch today that i would be extremely upset if i left,
i mean i care about alottta people here, but i gotta so whats best for me.
disney channel has been helping me alot, thanks you nick joe kevin and miley, lmao.
yeah, thats about it for now.
so peace stupid blog.