five

Tiffani brought to my attention that I haven't posted since November, so I thought I'd fill you in.

1)I'm over my past.
2)I've left some old friends behind.
3)I'm hurt...again.
4)I just made one of the most asshole moves I could've made.
5)Emily, she says I'm the strongest person she has ever met
but I just don't see it. & What I just did proves clearly I'm not.
6)I don't trust many people anymore.
7)Drama is at it's climax let's hope for the season.
8)I fell, kinda hard. & Yeah, it hurts now that it's over but oh well.
9)I have changed once again in the past couple months,
change seems to lways be on my agenda.
10)I'm done with everything and if you want me in your life,
you better be worthy of it and you'll have to prove to me you belong.




Now onto, other things I suppose;
Apparently I'm all of these things:
1.Anorexic
2.Gay
3.Ugly
4.Hot
5.Prep
6.Emo
7.Scene
8.Loner
9.Fake

Honestly, could we stop with the stereotypes for once in our lives?
Just once, it would be nice.



Five tonight, I don't wanna get back to this lifestyle but it's the only way I know how :/


Someone, help me.
Someone, save me.
Someone, someone, please, I'm drowning.