Scream it, shout, tell everbody how your gonna leave.....

Okay so it's been a while since I've really actually written anything with an actual up to date meaning.


So in this post, all names are confidential.




She doesn't know how I feel right now, she doesn't realize what's good for her, she doesn't realize to just move on. I realize that I've moved on, I realize what's good for me, and I have learned so much throughout the past year and a half. If I don't open my mouth now, what's gonna happen within the next couple months? Hmm, multiple things could happen......The unthinkable could happen or the totally thinkable 100% my prediction could happen if I don't open my mouth now.




I'm ready to leave everything behind me, to start off new, to get away from this town, to get away from the way I'm living. To escape everything.

fuck you.

This is to everyone who is currently screwing me over and/or talking shit:
1. Fuck you.
2. Get a life.
3. Grow up.
4. Face reality and keep my name out of your mouth.
5. Just because you can talk shit and say very demeaning shit about me, that does not make you any better than me at all.
6. SHUT THE FUCK UP.
7. I'm done here & if this applies to you, don't say a word to me ever again.

we were once so strong

wow....


once again, i fucked up the one best thing in my life. i dont know what the hell i was thinking last night. she means the world and more to me but i broke up with her and i was crying all night. what the fuck did i do. what the fuck is happening to me. this winter is going to be the worst time of my life...